This third lockdown…it’s not been easy!
I know I’m not the only one in the UK or Europe for that matter that is struggling. Mental Health has been a serious struggle to keep on an even keel. And for myself personally I have a lot that can get me down. But I try my best to focus on the positives and what’s in my control.
I thought I’d write this post for anyone that’s struggling right now whether its related to Covid or you’re just having a hard time in general. I’ll tell you what helps me as it might be something that will help you too.
- Meditate
There are so many apps out there now that help assist with meditating. I used to be someone who thought you had to sit crossed legged and empty your mind of everything in order to meditate but its a lot more simple than that. You don’t have to do it for hours on end either. I usually do it for 10 minutes, if I don’t have a lot of time 3-5 minutes will do. I use Headspace, have done for years but I also know there’s an app called Calm and there’s even free videos on YouTube that you can use to help guide you in meditation. I try to meditate every day. Some days are harder to remember than others and that’s okay. As long as you work on a habit of learning to meditate. Take a few minutes either in the morning, at night or during a commute (if you’re not driving!) or during lunch. If you have less structure throughout the day then pair it with something you do every day, like if you have a warm drink first thing, meditate after you’ve finished your drink. Believe it or not it can really help improve things on mental side. In 2015 when I first started getting help for my anxiety, I started to use meditation. It gradually improved my mood, and I would be less irritable and anxious. If I’d forget for a few days to meditate I could really tell as I’d be moodier and have trouble with negative thoughts.
2. Journal writing
This is something I started doing when I sought out help for my anxiety and stress. The counsellor told me to keep an anxiety journal to write in everyday and write out everything that was bothering me. It helped me keep track of what was going on in my life and what my worries were. But I also felt better writing out my troubles. I’d sometimes come up with various solutions to my problems and helped me to understand what I was going through. I did it do it every day for a long time but when I noticed I was less anxious and not having as many troubles I started only keeping a journal when I was having a hard time.
3. Have a trusted group of friends/family you can confide in.
Having emotional and mental support is so important especially since the pandemic started. We’re so much more isolated now and we can’t physically interact with as many people as we did before. So, having someone you can chat to online or by phone is really important. It can also be good for that other person if you’re a good listener. If you can’t chat with anyone, try to look for some kind of support group. There’s plenty out there online that can be good for you and the particular problems you might be going through. I do this sometimes especially as I am more isolated now than before the pandemic.
4. Exercise
I used to think this was a bit strange, but it really does work! Just going out for a walk or doing an energetic video inside really gets the blood pumping but it also can take your mind off things and boost serotonin. I try to go for a walk most days and if I stay in, I’ll do yoga or aerobic exercises. I especially like the ones that you can dance in as its a lot of fun. Even if the walk is only around the block, it can do wonders if you just pay attention to the sun shining and nature just doing its thing.
5. Counselling
Talking to a professional when you are truly struggling to cope is a good thing. I know financially its not always possible. I’m lucky I live somewhere that makes it more accessible. However, there are other ways to get help if paying out of pocket is an issue. If you work for an organisation that take mental health seriously, speak to a mental health rep or a manager to see how they can connect you. Go to a charity that may help get you free or discounted therapy. In the UK there’s several of them like Mind UK or Anxiety UK (I’ve previously used them). If you work in a certain sector, there’s charities out there they offer advice as well that’s not just about mental health.
6. Don’t be afraid to ask or reach out for help.
The worst thing you can do is just bottle it up and ignore your problems. I know as I did it for years. I thought anxiety needed to be ignored because it was bad. It only got worst though. I also know the less I spoke up the more likely I was to either internalize the pain and hurt or I’d have an outburst feel worst for taking it out on someone else. I first sought out help in 2015 because I ended up bursting into tears at work for not meeting a quota for bookings. I was being so hard on myself and felt like a failure. It wasn’t the best job for me and didn’t suit me at all but luckily, I sought out help with support from work. In 2017 I was struggling again; this time depression was having a heavy hit on me. I was so unhappy with my current situation and struggling to communicate what was going on with me. When I started having thoughts of self-harm and suicide, I knew I needed to seek out help. So once again I told my family and work what was going on with me and went to the doctor. For years I wouldn’t take medication because of the stigma of it. But I’d reached a point where I was willing to give anything a try. I’m still on medication for depression and anxiety. I can honestly say that it helps me to feel like a normal person. It’s taken time to understand myself and why my mind works the way it does. But I’ve learned I can’t keep it all to myself especially now.
I’m an open person when it comes to my mental health struggles because it does help others to know they’re not alone. There’s also one thing I think is important to say, there is nothing wrong with having mental health issues whether it be anxiety, stress, depression, or something else. Its just one part of yourself and only you can decide how big of a part it is in your life. My name is Lisa, I have anxiety and depression. But I also am a very neat and organised person. I like to go for long walks, read books and obsess over cats and enjoy baking and find ways to be creative. I love my friends and family with all my heart and would do just about anything for them. I hate being bored and feel like I’m on a lifelong mission to keep myself entertained.
See, what I did there? There is so much more to me than just the mental health issues.
All these things I’ve mentioned will help you cope, but it won’t cure it. As much as it sucks to have these issues, its best to understand why you do and what works for you to live your day-to-day life as normal as possible. Accepting yourself for who you are isn’t easy but its possible to do it. You will have good days and bad days, just take it a day at a time or even a moment at a time.
Also don’t let anyone make you feel less of a person for having mental health issues. That kind of toxic behaviour needs to be kicked out the door.
Hope this has helped anyone who has been struggling lately. I know this third lockdown has made it pretty hard lately, but I try to follow my own advice and work on what I can control in this situation to get through.
Until next time…